Procrastination

mmk so it's been like over a year since my last blog but i have a 5 page sociology paper due tomorrow so i'm procrastinating but in the mean time i'm going to give you a little insight into mylife

so i'm sure most if not all of you have read my blog called [TEST]imony and how it talks about my changed life....and oh man....changed it is....

looking back i see more and more how blind and lost i was but i can stand here and proclaim that the last 3 years have been the best that i've ever had...and yeah i've had ups and downs but God has always been there for me

i'm not saying this to tell you i'm better than you or that i'm perfect casue i'm not...i'm telling you because i know what it's like to be lost but now found. i know what' it's like to feel like no one cares...and i can honestly say that the grass is greener on the other side...

God cares for us more than we know...so much that He gave his life...on Saturday i had the opportunity to go to a youth event at metro south and i originally didnt' want to go but God obviosly wanted me to go...i learned about how we tend to give things that are free less value...and about how God's free gift of salvation tends to be taken advantage of...

but the truth is that his salvation is more valueable that anything else...i speak this from experience

Christianity isn't my lable...it's my life...it's not what i do...it's who i am...it's not rules and regulations it's hope...it's not religion it's relationship...it's not judgement it's grace...it's not uncool...it's love

love that i can't find anywhere else...not drugs...not sex....not money...not anything this world has to offer....

when i came to christ so much changed since that day at BattleCry...i just asked to be loved by God...i never asked for freinds...i never asked to be looked up to ...i never asked to be a leader....i never asked to be a friend....i never asked to be a man...

i was the kid who cried himself to sleep wishing he was somebody else...and i serve a God who gave me that wish

and the beauty of all of this is that God didn't meet me halfway...cause i couldn't make it halfway....God met me where i was...

God is still moving through my life and my prayer is that you read the other blog and then this one and see that God has the power to change lives

and just one more thing....God is faithfull when He said "I will love you when no one else will love you, I will love you even when you don't love yourself"...He really ment it ...and i mean He REALLY ment it...honestly God's love has blown me away...


honestly i can say that i still....to this very day...3 years later...that i still want the cross...and i want it more and more each day...God will increase and i will decrease...my life is for His glory


this might be crazy to some of you...this might seem strange...but take it from someone whose been there...this life is better than any other...guarenteed

and what more to say than "God is Love"